they put my name for another 2 more calls.. so,, 3 calls in a week!! last call on thursday.. with postake on friday.. sempat ke aku nak kejar flight early morning saturday kat dublin?? pensan aaa camnih.. haihhh.. doakan aku kenkawan!!
better warn my mother that im gonna be pensan-hingga-esok-hari once i reach the house on sunday..
aaahh.. lets not worry until i have to… soo cheers!! have a good weekend everyone..
i did my first lumbar puncture today.. under supervision of abang long.. yeay!! of course the feeling would not be the same like izzie doing a burr hole in the middle of an accident setting.. but still.. its a good feeling!! 1 shot!! CSF sudah mari kluar.. ngeeheheh!! and when the result of the LP came out, there’s no trace of red blood cells even in the sample of the first bottle…meaning i didnt hit even a single cappillary! (exageration may or may not be applied here).. ngeehahhaha.. nak jadi anaesthetist laa camni… sile bace komen orang2 di bawah setelah LP ku selesai..
Abg long: wow.. impressive.. well done!!
macik nurse: this is the smoothest LP i’ve ever assisted!
abang ngah: hmm.. not a single red cells! no damage done.. good job!
macik ward clerk: ure a star!
aku: ngeeehehehe.. (alhamdulillah.. isk jgn puji lelebeh.. takleh tahan nih!!)
abang long: well done,, u did a very good today.. just keep in mind.. it wont always be as easy as this!! *wink*
later that afternoon, i did another presentation on lymphoma.. it is faaaarr better than my 1st presentation.. but, paan yg dengki said bapak still restless mase aku present.. tapi aku tau die tipuuu!!! after presentation bapak still dengan pandangan serongnya terhadap aku, tapi berkata: "good girl.. well done!" ngaaaaaahahha.. yes.. cayalah bapakku.. akhirnya ko approve ku jua!!
disclaimer: this entry is just an ego-booster for me,, so that the nextime i’m getting depressed i can go back here, and say: "hey,, i have soo many good things happening here in the hospital!" =D
i received so many loves today.. ngeeehehehe…
1- makcik patient kat elderly medicine (when i was about to take a drug kardex at the end of her bed): "owh, here’ s my lovely little girl.."
2- pacik patient kat A ward (when i told him i need to insert the canulla for angiogram): "whatever you say, love.."
3- abang cik (whom i havent spoken to for quite a time since he had been moved to another team, plus i hadnt join him for lunch since ramadhan started): "roqiah,, i miss you!!love to see u again.."
4- abang tiri (SHO to Dr. E) texted: "yeah, i didnt disturb u earlier coz u were with Dr O’M and your team. Missed your lovely smile today.."
5- another macik patient kat C ward (when i’m doing an MMSE) wrote in her MMSE paper: "i have a lovely doctor in front of me"
6- michelle (another med intern in MGH): "hey roqiah, nice dress! i love it!"
7- roque (as a reply to michelle): "yeah,, i love it too!! =)"
kuakuakau!!! daaa~~
‘Tope Popoola says: "Bitterness and an unforgiving spirit can be likened to you taking poison and expecting that someone else would die from the effect. Forgiveness is about setting the prisoner in your heart free only to discover that all along, you had been the real prisoner."
i spend my first ramadhan nite in the oncall room.. it was great… it was not busy,, so i still had the time to perform a quick 8rakaat tarawih.. heeee…
the only thing that makes me mad yesterday is this one guy,, whom i argue with.. due to his pemalasness to do his own job,, and thus leaving for oncall people to finish theirs.. and me as an intern are not supposed to do the job, and hence i inform that particular person who claim himself as a registrar.. and he still doesnt want to do the job, eventhough its HIS patient.. and say to me:
"i’m a registrar, i’m in charge tonight.. u should do as what i say.."
owh!! how i hate that word.. that perticular sentence,, claiming ur higher than me,, when u dont even deserve to say,, and even feel like one.. this is the second time he saying those similar sentence.. the first one being:
"i’m a registrar,, u’re the intern.. u should do ALL the job.." (this is my first day being an intern in the hospital..)
i hate when people force me to do things.. i hate when people direct me to an action.. its ok if u want me to do things, and at the same time u do your job,, but,, then.. u dont!!! i hate him…
but that’s ok.. aku ni pemaaf orangnye.. everytime before tidur aku akan maafkan semua orang.. so that the next morning i will feel good.. but just in case i still dont like u.. thats mean u’re just a hateful person that deserve to be hated… =D
cheers everyone! ampun maaf dipinta sempena ramadhan yang mulia ini..
**in case ure wondering, i manage to get the job done.. well done to me,, for still have care to patients, even i know thats not supposed to be my job… i hope that lady patient still had her legs this morning (she’s nearly got amputated, if u want to know..)
